I am a useful idiot

I never thought i would see the day that i would be a useful idiot, it/s sad but true.the shame is almost too much to bare. I brought this on my self in "dan rather" style.I violated my number one rule I should of went straight to jackie and talked to her myself. It seems I let me paranoid delusions get the best of me. yes I have been reduced to Pager , somebody help me!!!!!I have apologised to Jackie, sincerly and profusly It appears the evil chatpoe was cockslap all along .Once again sorry Jackie.